Pinch Me

Could someone please pinch me?

Is this really contest prep? There is something missing for sure. I don’t have that overwhelming sense of panic and indecision that normally permeates my thoughts.

I am actually calm.

It’s so nice to trust someone to guide you in the right direction. Literally, my life is cake so far. All I have to do is exactly what I am told to do.

It’s a no brainer.

At one point I enjoyed doing my own thinking, but now I have outgrown that, “I can do it myself,” mindset. I can do it myself, but guess what? I prefer not to. I need my brain for other things.

Before turning to Erik I was a bit of an addict. I was not only occupied with everything fitness, body image, diet, scale weight… but I would say preoccupied to the detriment of everything and everyone else that is so important to me.

I can show up and be an active participant in life now. I can face problems head on and actually deal with them. I don’t have to run back to my comfort zone of control… or should I say false control.

Erik has set me free.

Competing is my life and thanks to Erik managing my prep for me… it is a healthy part of my life.

Thank you,

Under Cover Pro